Shes good for so long,
but it eats away at her inside,
I see what she feels,
but she tries to hide.

I am not blind to the pain she feels,
I know that the past, to her is still real.
What Can I do to ease her pain?
There is nothing I can do or say,
I guess the need will always stay.
Why does She find her relief in vein?

But I ask myself "Why?"
Why does she feel the need?
Why would God torment her with this strife?
Why does it only feel better to bleed?


I thought I would make a difference in her life.
Shes soo happy with me, but she still feels the need,
Is it out of habit? Or is it just greed?
I try to figure out the mindset of it all,
But I cannot bear to watch her fall.

I love her soo much, and in the future I see,
It's her & I side by side,with our happy family.
How can I cope with the pain she feels?
It scares me to think,
That what if someday, she goes too deep,
And the blood that gives her life,
just runs down the sink.

I don't want to live without her,
I want to make her better, but I can't,
I feel like I fail her when she needs me the most,
But nothing will replace her fear,
except the scratch of the glass,
as the end creeps near.
I ask myself "Why?", and I try not to cry,
I'm just soo scared, someday, because of this,
she will die.
And All I can say is...Why?